Baby Eudall

2009 - 2009
LocationLincolnshire
Age4 months
Cause of DeathMiscarriage
Date of Birth28/01/2009
Date of Death23/06/2009
Visitors1,203 since 12/08/2009
Creator

In Loving Memory of Gabriel/ Gabriella Eudall
Another angel born to heaven on the 23/6/09 Son/Daughter to kelly & Nick , Brother/sister to Kyle and also angel baby Reece/Amaleah

After loosing youre brother or sister in February 2008 we had to leave trying for another baby until 3 months due to having a D/C procedure so in may 08 we began trying again nervous but excited and not knowing what it could bring after a year of trying still nothing so we were refered to a doctor that gave us the green light to begin clomid treatment on the 6th may , on the start of my 15th cycle i was so happy , but strangely enough when my period for next month didnt arrive i refused to believe i was pregnant because of my irregular cycles , then i decided to give in and take a test which showed i was pregnant i shouted youre daddy in so shocked but worried i really didnt want anything to go wrong this time ,
we got youre due date 28th january 2010 and then had to wait for my scan date which the midwife said they hoped to get me in early because of what occured with youre brother or sister ,
on the 21st june i arrived home from work and went to the toilet and spotted brown spotting which i started to panic and shouted daddy and just prayed that you would survive ,
i spotted until tuesday when the spotting seemed to be calming down i feared the worst was over and you were ok , sadly i went to use the toilet that night 7pm and started bleeding i knew then that things didnt look good , so was taken into hospital where unfortunatley i went on to miscarry you at 10:41 that night at 8 weeks 6 days although they say you looked smaller so i think around 6/7 week mark so i had endured yet another missed m/c

my heart broke yet again and another angel i couldnt hold , cuddle or sing to sleep, the pain i feel in my heart each and every day wishing my angels were still here with me but knowing you fly sisde by side in heaven brings me peace knowing youre looking after one another , we miss you so very much sweetie i no longer fear death because i know i have my beautifull angels waiting to see me

you will be forever in my heart for eternity R.I.P sweetpea
mummy,daddy and , kyle

An angel, at the Book of Life,
wrote down my baby's birth.
Then whispered as he closed the book,
"Too beautiful for Earth."
Gabriel/Gabriella Due on earth 28th january 2010 xxxxxxxxxx



Gifts

Tributes

A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith

I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.

You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.

God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).

Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.

There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.

I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.

We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.

With love from your little Angel XX

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

January 28, 2011

In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.

Caroline Ramshaw

June 23, 2010

BIG HUGS BABY EUDALL

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♥ * . ♥ * .
⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ miss and love ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ bigs hugs from me to you and your ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ but in our hearts forever you will not be ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ Belanger hugs and XXXX ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ bye for now good ⋱♰⋰

⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰

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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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Sleep Tight......X X
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Sylvie Belanger

June 23, 2010

God needed an angel in heaven

When Jesus lived upon the earth so many years ago,
He called the children close to him because he loved them so.....
And with that tenderness of old, that same sweet, gentle way,
He holds your little loved one close within his arms today.....
And you’ll find comfort in your faith that in his home above
The God of little children gives your little one his love....
So think of you little darling lighthearted and happy and free
Playing in God’s promised land where there is joy eternally.

Helen Steiner Rice

Caroline Ramshaw

May 30, 2010

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 11, 2010

Your Birthday Party by Rosalind Roberts

Your Birthday Party was amazing today
All of our Angels came out to have fun and play
Even though you were peeping out of the clouds so you could see
And send so many kisses down to your loving family

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Now you are all tired after such a busy Birthday
So many Angels singing and dancing for you today
It is time for you all to tuck your wings in tight
So we can all see the beautiful star that you are tonight.

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It is amazing what each of our Angels can really do
Sending so much love to each one of their family too
Allowing us to see your beautiful halo of perfect light
By becoming a star that will forever and always shine bright.

copyright© Rosalind Roberts 26/1/2010

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

January 28, 2010

A Tiny Life - by Unknown Author

A tiny life is growing
Inside a cosy place
His arms and legs are flailing
A smile is on his face.

His Mother feels a tiny kick
Upon her rounded tummy
and waits impatiently for the day
When she becomes a Mummy.

The baby’s smile is fading
But his eyes are open wide
He knows that he’ll be leaving soon
But will never see outside.

There aren’t so many kicks now
In fact there’s none at all
Gran says that baby’s sleeping
and keeps knitting up his shawl.

His life is draining quickly
But no-one knows a thing
A tiny smile fleets his face
When he hears his Mother sing.

He knows that he’ll remember her
and the things he heard her say
Peacefully and happily
The baby drifts away.

Mummy knows that something’s wrong
and is at the clinic before too long
A scan is done and Doctor says
“I’m sorry, baby’s gone”.

The grief is overwhelming
The sadness takes its toll
Friends and family gather round
As he’s buried in his shawl.

As time goes by and lapses on
His mother sheds a tear
And hears these words inside her head
Mum I’m always here.

I’ll never ever leave you
Although you may not know
I’ll be beside you every day
Through laughter, joy and woe.

You’ll never need to miss me
For I am in your heart
And though we’re in two different worlds
We’ll never be apart. XX

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

January 28, 2010

the day is nearly here xxxxxx

well my precious sweet baby angel mummy has managed to cope so well over the last couple of weeks its only now that i think to what should have been youre estimated due date is a week away tomorrow and all i have are those few precious weeks in which you were held within my womb away from harm even though the time we had together in this life was cut so short it doesnt mean iam not a mum because i know wherever you are sweet baby you are still our baby and you always will be and one day we will fly hand in hand in heaven i found this poem and it reminds me of you


Memory

I was just beginning to think
that I am so lucky to have you
as my little baby
I was just starting to imagine
the times we will share
after you come into this world
The cries and laughter
the walking and falling
I was about to accept you as
a permanent member in my life
Then all of a sudden
everything changed
You, my little baby, whom I have never seen
and will never get to see
I never know how deeply I love you
until I know you are not meant for me
I will still love you, no matter how
and where you are
and keep you safe
in my memory.

god bless you our precious little bundle you will never be forgotten
gabriel/gabriella due on earth 28/1/2010 xxxxx sadly taken 23/6/09

Kelly Eudall (Mummy)

January 19, 2010

hello precious xxxxxxxxx

hello our little angel baby xxx
mummy is so sorry she has been away you see i need some time at the moment to sort my head out i havent been myself lately and i want to be back to the me that i was , although loosing you as well as youre brother or sister has changed me i miss you so much every day gabriel/ gabriella the thing that hurts so much is that soon you should,ve been born into this world by now i would have been really big and proud and so excited for youre arrival instead i will be celebrating january 28th with empty arms and memories of what should have been i just wish i could hug my belly knowing you were there i feel empty without both you and youre brother or sister and its so hard seeing all the other mummies with big tummies and announcing thier happy news i know i will never get that chance all i have are tears and if i could cry a river then i would you both mean so much to me and love is deeper than death ever could be you are still our babies even though you are in heaven,

i will never ever forget you love you so much sweet baby angel
now and for eternity
love mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Kelly Eudall (Mummy)

November 12, 2009

poem (from mummy)HOW CAN I

People say please dont cry , things will be ok
But how can they say that when youre so far away,
it would be easier if you were here to stay
But they dont understand the heartache like i do .

People say its the past move on,
But how can i because i know you,re gone
See they do not understand the pain that we,ve been through,
since the day that we lost you ,

People do not understand you see i try to be strong ,
but its so hard when with us you should belong
You may belong to heaven now ,
but that doent mean we will stop loving you

IN LOVING MEMORY OF OUR ANGEL BABIES XXXXXXXXX
REECE/AMALEAH EDD-4/9/08- BORN TO HEAVEN 15/2/08
AND ALSO GABRIEL/GABRIELLA- EDD-28/1/2010- BORN TO HEAVEN 23/6/09

Kelly Eudall (Mummy)

September 21, 2009
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